luvvdivine: pattilahell: dinoonyourface: sonicdrivein: I CANT FUCKING BREATHE oh my god i am beyond weak rn I’m so glad it’s back!!! Haven’t watched this in AGES x_x This shit will never not be funny.
don't I know you from somewhere. .
yeah, I know. it’s been awhile. no, i don’t have any explanations for you. just hear me out. this world gets so lonely sometimes. you can be in a room full of people and still feel like you’re by yourself. i’m not sure how i let this happen. .. wait, i take this back. yes, I do. somehow I tricked myself into thinking I could deal with the repercussions of my actions....
current state: sleepy yet awake. my thoughts are speaking loudly, keeping me up. my eyes burn from lack of sleep; or surplus of tears, I’m not quite sure. is this what rock bottom looks like? 2012 has gone down as the roughest year yet. it seems like every aspect of my life is in ruins. I pray, but does He hear me? can he still recognize my voice? Only time will tell. Love is a funny thing....
the nerve of niggas.
homeboy has sucked me the fuck dry. so much so that I don’t have any emotion to give to anyone. even if I wanted to use someone in order to bounce back, I couldn’t. I can feel myself changing into a cold, heartless person. I react to things differently. I’m no longer phased by anything. I’ve become so nonchalant and numb. I’ve been approached by a few guys since...
Niggas be wanting a girl who plays video games,...
bambiix: fuckyeahitssummeralexis: DEAD THATS WHAT I’M SAYING
me: i actually feel happy with everything right now
face: here's some acne
school: here's some work
friends: here's a knife in the back
parents: here's some added pressure
crush: here's my new girlfriend
kill me now.
I feel like a playground or a forgotten about toy. I’ve allowed you to let me feel like shit over and over and over again. I’m tired of that feeling. this feeling of inadequacy. I’m always there, always willing, but never appreciated. never shown gratitude towards. always forgotten. fuck you. I hate you for this feeling.
I’m legitimately losing it over this situation. I’m ready for it to either go left or right. I need a black and white CONCRETE explanation; this gray area is bullshit. Distance will be kept until then.
20 Things To Know By Age 20. →
heyfranhey: blottoflower: 1. The world is trying to keep you stupid. From bank fees to interest rates to miracle diets, people who are not educated are easier to get money from and easier to lead. Educate yourself as much as possible for wealth, independence, and happiness. 2. Do not have faith in institutions to educate you. By the time they build the curriculum, it’s likely that the system...
i haven’t been on tumblr in a while due to school and work and trying to be everywhere all the time.
Anonymous asked: u pretty well look good with yo dimple ? knowing u more wont be a crime?
i feel stifled. there’s always somewhere to be. the one place i go to get comfort from, isn’t even comforting anymore. instead of support, i get smart remarks. that’s so helpful, what would i do without you?
I have some venting to do (along with some explaining). i’ll do all that on a later date.
hey guys :)
sooo, I haven’t really been on Tumblr like that, it’s a long story. basically I’m making the best out of a not-so good situation (the car accident). but that’s neither here nor there . Just wanted you guys to know I was alive :D
it seems like everytime things are looking up for me and I’m doing what I’m supposed to do, things go awry. I was in a car accident. My car swerved and hit a tree. It’s totaled. My car is gone. I had to climb out of the car because the door would not open. It gets worse. My father wasn’t keeping up with the paperwork on the car. No registration, no insurance, no nothing....
I wish I was photogenic.
about once a month. .
someone gets the bright idea to play on my cell phone. this time it’s a chicago number. . . that awkward moment when you don’t know anyone with a Chicago number.
I need to leave this in 2011.
for a year this has been in my mind, without my permission. i will probably never understand why you made the decision you did, that’s on you. i just so happened to be on the receiving end of your bs. that wasn’t my choice. but it is my choice to finally let it go. let these thoughts go, let these hopes go, let you stop coming around periodically messing up my good thing. your...